just a little about me. More to come in later post. If you are related to me fear not.

Well now that you have seen my family I thought I would share a little about me with you.

I am one of four children. My older sisters are Lynda and Patti and i have a younger brother Jim. We all have wonderful children. Shoot did I say children. My sister Patti's oldest son is now an adult and my oldest son will be an adult come this April. Oh wow were did the years go.
My sibblings and I were raised by our mother who loved us and tried to guide us in her own special way. We lost our mother this past November. This in the past few months has been hard to deal with. Funny how grief works. first I was numb. I really did not start to grieve until recently. I guess it is something that will take me a while to get passed.
I lost my father while my mom was pregnant with me. So I basicly got to know him through everyone elses eyes. Funny thing how diffrent people remember the same person difrently. It is a hole I have tried my whole life to fill and when my mom passed I learned that it can never be filled but you take your love and memories and use that to fill the whole with that.
I dream about my mom and grateful each time I do. I think I don't dream about my father for I did not know him personaly. Oh i guess you can tell resently things have been a tad difficult. But life goes on.
As soon as I can I will put up a few pictures of my parents. Oh my mom did not make it easy she did not like her picture taken that much. I guess I take after her. There are only a few people that have taken my picture that I like. One being my mom and the other being my darling husband.
Hmm now that is a diffrent topic. He and my boys are my life and the sun that light my days and nights. with out my husband I think I would be lost. I know on the boat i would be out to sea and lost to the world. I can say I have never meet such a wonderful man. If I am lucky my son's will grow up to be like him.
well i will write more on my family and self next time.